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“Good Morning.” RT if you like it! (i just woke up in the model house and im super horny so i decided to make a tease for you! xo)
Today at a liquor store I found myself lusting , lusting after a woman . It was a female with short cut hair , armani exchange sunglasses , a black fitted t-shirt , jeans that sag just enough to show the outline of boxers that read DC Shoes I believe? I’m not attracted to what you would call a masculine female , a dyke but for some reason , I stared at her with such a driven sexual high . She had dark hair and luminous eyes . I find myself so infatuated with women , I think of such erotic fantasies with women and then I feel guilty . I feel like I’m sinning . I feel as if I’m doing something that I can get a high off of and once I die , I’ll burn for eternity because of the sin . I was taught homosexuality was an abomination and that is what I believe . I just hate how drawn I am to women . I would love to find a feminine woman , just as girly as I . I would love to be very close with a woman intimately . Being best friends and lovers . I could imagine the passionate sex and love . I just , don’t know .
I’ve questioned my religion . I don’t know why but I do . I know the devil’s trying to fool me , I know god is real , I know it’s a sin but I just keep thinking it , believing it, and trying to find it . I try to find what’s not meant for me . I don’t know anymore . Maybe i’m a lost soul that needs to go to church more , practice my religion more . I don’t know , I’m fucking confused .
